Welcome to My Secret Garden :)

Thanks a lot, Ya Allah. Finally, kesabaran aku menunggu ade hikmahnya :* Kau memang Maha Adil dan Maha Penyayang. Aku bersyukur dilahirkan dengan agama-Mu. Aku akui, walaupown aku kurang mendalami. InsyaAllah, dengan segala yang ada akan aku cuba untuk tetap bersama-Mu. Bismillah :)

Actually, aku baru dapat BabyBerry baru. Hiehie' Thanks a lot jugak untuk my dad, Mat Saat bin Zainal Abidin. Sayanggg ayah sesangat. No matter i do, only Allah know that i love you even i look like not. Hiee' BabyBerry baru warna hitam -,- nyakai jea warna dia ouhh, nak warna putihhhhh~ tapi tak kisah ah. dah dapat pown, so kena jaga sebaik mungkin. Nie bukan epi kayy, original mari. Hahaha' Dapat jea BabyBerry tadi terus download whatsapp :D "heyy wan, look lah. i really love you. just because of you, i need new phone. to whatsapp with you" Hahahaha. Mesej ade tapi macam tak puas jea sebab whatsapp agy best en? Btw, aku also dapat perfume baru set dengan pewangi ketiak tu. Hahaha. Ellite jea pown tapi still thanks a lot dad :* "Heyy wan, lepas nie bau saya dah berubah agy. Jangan marahh ehh" Hiee'

Dear huby.
I'm so sorry make you feel so fucking suck. I didn't mean to do like that. Pleaseee. I just afraid to losing of you. I don't know why i always like a bad girl but i just want you to know that i really love you and never want you to go away from me, dead or whatever else. I'm glad you came in my life. Seriously, i'm glad ! Because of you, i got everything i want easily. Know why? When i respect my dad like you teach, i get everything i want from him. Even late, i still got it. Thanks dear. You teach me everything that i must learn. I love you, wan. Ego? Hot? and more bad things in my self. I can handle now. Just because i know, you mad me to make me feel better than before. Like seriously huby, thanks a lot. thanks thanks thanks. please don't go. i need you in my life. no matter what happen please don't. I really want you to know that i appreciate you but i just don't know how to show it. Sorry. I'm a bad girl :( 

Okay, english hancur tapi tak tahu kenapa macam tak boleh nak luah dalam bahasa melayu. Malu. Segan. Maybe. Lagi pown, aku rasa macam jiwang sangat kalau bm nie -,- hahaha. Tak kisah lah memane pown, yang sure aku ikhlas. Gentle ikhlas gila membuakk buakkk~ tiredddd! Muaahhh :*

The ends~