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Hubbbyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Please on your phone. Let me explain. I know i was wrong do that thing but please understand me. Okay. Sorry, i always want you to understand me but i'm not. Arghh. but for this time, i really need it. You know right, who i am? Yes, i'm suck T.T gahhhh. that's not my point. Kekawan semua nottyy, sangat okay. but me? i'm just notty 'stupid'. Do you know it right? Please. i'm take it just for fun. we are same dear. 'suatu hari nanti, saya akan stop'. i'm promise that but now, i just can't. i don't know why. hmm~ awak ada saya, kan? saya girlfriend awak, kan? tapi lebih dari kawan perempuan, kan? tapi awak buat saya macam tak dek jea. awak tahu tak? yes, 1001 kali dah cakap pasal benda nie tapi alasan awak. 'bila dengan dorang, tak boleh bau benda tu' jyeahhh. same like me, dear :(  but, bbyy tak ambik bebanyak pown. 1 2 jea. 3 tak sampai pown. Gentle nie tak tipu, huby :( trust me. pleaseeeee ! You just like 'give up' on me. So sorry. degil. bebal. diri nie macam bodoh en. gahhhhhh. maafkan bby. bby try jugak huby. same like you. masih mencuba. kayy, back pasal tadi. awak tak fikir ape dorang cakap ke? sweet sweet tapi perangai still same? tak pandai jage? tak nie tak itu. oh damn~ okay, dekat situ sama lagi kita tapi bila dengan awak, saya tak ambik pown en. Please dear. so soryyyyyyyyyy. tak reti nak pujuk. kalau pujuk pown tak menjadi. saya tak sweet talker macam awak. tahu, saya pilih jalan yang salah sebab fikir negative jea. tapi kalau tetiba 'saya stop tapi kita tak jadi, macam mane?' pernah dengar ayat nie? haaaaa. sedihnyaaa. makan dalam tau. asyik terngiang-2 jea. hmm~ i don't know what should i do. i try to explain but i can't. hope you read this. Night </3

i promise, when i'm with you i'll respect you.