My Secret Garden

Are You Really?

Saturday, 3 December 2011

Sekarang jam pukul 2 pagi (hampir) aku masih di sini update bloggie niey . Why? Yeahmeyh ,aku tak boley tidur . Tadi dah nak tidur tapi bila dia bwt aku sedar kesilapan aku . Terus =..= Sorry dear , again and again and again but i didn't mean to hurt you . Its more about you not him . Please :'/

Dia cuba tak nak terus terang , aishk . Kita bukan baru kenal sygg , tak payah laa tipu . Terus terangkan lebih bagus . Lepas jea cakap phone dgn dia , aku turun bwh and on lappy niey . Sign in Facebook , news feed dia ..

'Kau memang layak dapatkannya' Fuck . Bguling guling jea ayat nie kat otak ne . Haih

Berdesupp masuk terus dalam hati aku :| Untung laa terasa sgtsgt . Bodoh kau niey Sheira , aishk . Sampai bila kau nak jadi bodoh? Kau dah ade SK kan? Enough laa . Dulu kau nak sgtsgt , dah dapatkan? Jaga laa diam diam ! Stupid . Yaa yaa , aku tahu . Aku stupid , semua orang tahu . Huukhuk' Aku bukan sengaja ouh . Memang dah sedia ada . Nak bwt mcm mne ouh? Ayat dia text pown , boleh tahan jugak .

Are you really need to say that?

Sorry , tak bermaksud pown nak tulis pape yg meyakitkan hati SK . Just nak luahkan jea sbb tak tahu nak pendam mcm mne agy . Tak maksudkan pape pown :'/

Are you really still need to care of him?

Sorry , tak care pown pasal dia dah . Just .. Nothing dear . Its nothing ! Tak ambik berat lgsg dah pasal dia . Siyes niey :'/ Dgr org org cerita jea pasal dia .

Are you?

No , dear . No no no no no no no noooooo .......

Imagine that my blog and u read that thing .

Yess , Blogg niey memang just you and me read this thing . Tak dek sape sape baca pown(saya tak mcm dia) . I sure that :|

What are you feel? Happy right?

Bersalah sgtsgt , sedih sgtsgt and terasa sgtsgt . Tak happy lgsg . Puas pown tak . Sorry dear :'(

Come on . Can keep on ur promise?If not , don't make any promise with me .

Yaa , i know . I can't but how bout you . Did you? Hmm

Are you clear?

Clear sgtsgt dear . Sorry :(

Untung laa dapat boffie/lelaki mcm SK niey . Dah mcm niey pown still boleh fake smile -__- Yaa , same jea mcm aku . Time dia , aku fake everything ! Sakit dalam hati jea , tak bwk keluar pown tapi dia nak jugak tahu , so cakap jea laa . Dah mati akal aku . Nak janji , takut laa plak . Nnty tak tepati janji agy , so aku akan bwt diam diam . Aku try tak ungkit pasal dia dah . Sometime tu kita patut pendam sesuatu benda tu supaya tak sakitkan hati orang lain :)

#/ aku akan cuba juga utk tak care dah pasal sesiapa . So , ikut suka korank laa :) Asalkan korank bahagia (tak nak jugak , korank bahagia . aku menderita) peace ..